Little Rain

For Noah

Little Rain

Pitter-Patter,
it descends from the window panel
to the land of my home,
like the music in my heart,
I count each beat ,
till the time we meet,
the pitter-patter of your tiny feet.

Like a melody of sorts
I am so intrigued
by the beauty that God has created
this body growing inside of me.

Mesmerized & in awe
i cannot wait to received this
rainfall of sunshine given
to us,
how blessed are we.

A Simpler Me

It`s been almost 5 Weeks since i came back to this sunny island.

I`ve been taking in the heat and trying to get get used to the reversed culture shock.

Honestly i thought it would be easier coming home than it was leaving for japan. Perhaps its the hormones or the lack of independence (being a homemaker for this long) I found Singapore faster than i remembered, less familiar and in general changed. It is nice to catch up with old friends and to go to rekindle my love for Singaporean food :p

I enjoy staying with my mum, having her around during this time is such a blessing. Still it takes getting used to staying with someone even if you love her so. I find her lifestyle sometimes too taxing and wonder if it has something to do with her frequent headaches and pain.

My sister has been working for about 6mths now. Her working hours are long and yet i can tell she truly enjoys her job. It so meaningful to her helping these students. I teared listening to her sharing. She is going to be a married woman and me a mum. How we have all grown. ;)

D and i skype and talk almost each night and his sweetness and patience is so reassuring. Sometimes i get impatient and moody but he always reminds me that God is foremost the most important in our life. When we place our faith in Him he can work wonders and give strength.

Happy Belated Birthday Honey!

Baby is doing very well in my tummy, he seems to be moving more these few days and even kicks back when i poke my tummy sometimes. I think Noah has to be 2.2 kg by now ;) I shall be seeing the doctor on monday and look forward to it. The Doctor is very nice but i wished she is less introvert. Well the important thing is that she is experienced and that everything will go well.

I am still kind of looking for a prayer group and i believe that God will provide during the right time. Pray for me that i can strive in doing my quiet time daily and that i can trust in God to provide for all in the future.

Sorry but i feel so uninspired to write the important thing i guess is i be patient and that i continue to have faith in all senses.

" I live my eyes up to the heavens , where does my help come from, My help comes from you creator of heavens..."

" On my bed I remember you, I think of you through the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings, My soul clings to you, your right hand upholds me. "Psalm 63: 6-8

I have kind of recovered from a cold and i finally when to see an eye doctor, she did an cut on my eyelid to remove the little bit of the stye. May the Lord heal my eye and body ;)